Thursday, September 23, 2010

God Wants Me to Know...

"That all is well. What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?"

The above only confirms my belief that everything happens for a reason. I waited patiently for a long time for something that never came. When it didn't happen, I cried like never before. I just didn't cry a river, I cried an ocean. I knew it was bound to happen, but I wasn't prepared for it to happen. At first I was completely numb and didn't think much about it. However, the following morning, I felt an imaginary feeling of sadness looming over me the moment I opened my eyes. I knew right there and then that I was going to have to deal with the pain and not run away from it. So I let my tears flow...and flow...and flow...In the end, it was very therapeutic because everything that I've held in for so long were washed away in those tears. It was quite a cleansing moment as I felt like I was letting go of my past and looking toward the future. I'm comforted in knowing that God has bigger plans for me and that the best is yet to come:) Hence, the title of this blog. It's a new beginning and I can't wait to see where it leads me:)

I'mmmmmm Baaaaack!

I've been hibernating as a writer for the last six months and wondering if I still have it. I'm using this blog as the ultimate test of my "wordly" skills. Stay tuned!